Being afraid of getting hurt is the number one reason people try so hard to project. To protect ourselves, we build walls. Why do we build walls? Because more than often if not, most of us end up falling and getting hurt.
We build this walls to save ourselves from getting all torn up.
But sooner or later though, we get tired of pretending and having these stony walls. Finally, we adjudged that it's finally time to break the walls up for the person we apperceive impervious with. But again, only to discover ourselves in the same circumtances. Circumtances that we've been trying to avoid all along: Attain for granted. Alone. Abandoned. Pushed away. Hurt.
And so, we build these walls again. But this time, our walls are more enduring than the previous one. It's a very exhausting and horrible cycle, but yet most of us, like the hamsters, keep on running in it.
Why do we build walls? Ironically, it is also to make people stay. If we don't thave these walls, our guards are down, our flaws and fears will be exposed. What is left for them not to furlough?
Most of us if not, are on a desparate and endless pursuit to reconnaissance for that special someone who would standstill notwithstanding the knowlegde of our weaknesses, the wrong doings we have done in the past, in the present, and even the aberattions we're about to make in the future.
We build such walls as well not only to make people stay. But also to see who loves you enough to go through challenges and climb that wall for you.
But the question really is, "Does such person in this world exist?"
