i love you.

like a cadillac.
you're expensive yet so worth it.
like a cheetah.
you're fast yet so graceful.
like a jet.
you're sleek yet so comfortable.
like a dagger.
you're so dangerous yet so controlable.
like an al denté pasta.
you're so charmful yet so tough in the inside.
like a math class.
you're the person that hated by everyone yet they need you.
like a unicorn.
you're fanstasy yet so real.
like the four elements.
you're plain yet so bold.
like a daffodil.
you're simple yet so beautiful.


but i will never love you
like a wind; as you'll might just come and go as you please.

comments and giggles.

once in a while old comments from people i love

makes me so giggles.

it's always fun and nice chatting with them.

maaan i sure do miss the old days.

we soooo ma-arts eh ;]

love you abby!

we we're talking about how im feeling a lil headache and somethings

moving in my tummy. haha.

we thought i was pregnant. lmfao! i'll be a daddy or a mommy? hmm.

haha. then she'll be aunt kristy. :D

we we're concious about our weight.

so we decidedmto go bulimic.

i only lasted a week. it's bad for your health actually.

but it is sure is guaranteed!

random comment from my ex wifee :]

yes i am the sex.

haha. he's pretty famous.
we sorta chat. haha.
go JDK!

haha! this is a comment from me to someone.
that someone is J_ _ _.
maaan miss that friend!
we didn't tho ;]
or did we? hmmmm.

GUD AM + GUD PM = FOB.

i'm the biggest fob you'll ever met.haha.

shampoo = champoo = FOB

tube = choo = FOB
seattle = shahtehl = FOB.

lmao. aren't i so FOB?

hot alert

tell me you_______ me?
fill in the blanks? haha.


here's victoria secret's holiday ads.
so HOT!

maybe i should buy my girlfriends and girl cousins like this?

it will make their new year hot.

speaking of new. new season of nip tuck!

yeah yeah! i love nip tuck.

looks like my monday nights are going to get longer ;]

stuck. should i move on?

"past is past, you should move on"

that's what my best friend told me when i asked for advice about moving on with my life.

clearly she was right. but still, it's a little vague for me.

i don't see the point of moving on with out N.

odds are N has moved on. no, wait let me rephrase that. i know that N has moved on.

i know N is happy right now. N has moved on, why can't i?

is it because we've know each other for so long and it's hard for me to forget what happened between us?

or is it because i'm still holding grudges?

maybe it's both. isn't holding grudes bad? then why am i holding grudge?

N has moved one. i should moved on as well.

if i can;t do it now, i must sooner or later.

it's for the best. no goodbyes please.

just a "see you later."

winter wonderland

here in washington!
brrr. cold ass betch!

look at my "pimpin" snowman. ;]

pïxärs

it take forever to uplaod pictures here.

so i just made a slide show :]

not so many pixars. sorry.

short and sweet.

merry christmas to everyone!

have a wonderful and warm one!

Ü

pïxärs[pictures]

look what i found in my email after posting my recent post.....

TADA!

aren't we look so space ranger-eeey?!

more pïxärs from vegas on my next post :]

it was nice while it lasted....

TADA! i'm bäck!

missed me? i bet!

Ü

as you know, i went to vegas. so many things happened while i was there!

some people say "what happens in vegas, stays in vegas". but since i have a BIG ASS mouth. i might as well make kwento kwento [tell].

you wouldn't believe this...maybe?

it snowed in vegas! ZOMGoodness!

i mean that's vegas! that should not happened!. haha.

-i thought it was the end of the world.

-i thought i was dreaming.

-i thought now the humanity needs to pay for all the damages we've done to mother nature.

-mother nature was crying snow? hmmm.

it was fun fun tho yet wierd. we went to the mountains and played snow! fun! good times. good times.

me and MARIELLE, one of the BFFS [we go way way back] hanged out monday. we went to eat somewhere. it was fun.

haha. word of the day was "baba" <-[go down]. we went to visit out co-sissy, erika to her work and spend like 30mins with her? she was working eh. 30minutes of GEMness. and 3damn-ness. then me and marielle walked to fashion show. fun fun! haha. my girl kept slipping. doooode she was wearing flipflops. crazzzzy! ooooh we went to sanrio and saw pauline. got freebies! haha. thanks pauline for hooking us up! haha. then went home.

what else was the highlight of my trip to vegas.

off course hanging out with my relatives! staying home with them alone is fun already. i had a blast. i love love love the weather there unlike here in washington! booo!

we went to LA so we can go to DISNEYLAND! it was fun! alright! whooo hooo.

it was my first time and it's so memorable. i love space mountain! after that we went to see some relatives. and part ways after eating at the buffet the next morning.

then it's monday again, seems like it was only yesterday that i was in vegas. duh!? i was only there yesterday. haha. but nowim back to thawing my butt of here in washington! grrrr.

my trip wouldnt be successful if it wasn't for my loving

-ninang alice. love you nang!.

-my parents [tho so korry].

-my nanay, thanks for letting me stay there!

-marielle who i love so much. thanks for the gift :]

i love it. tho i will love it more if my birthday was right.

-erika girl we didnt hang out! grr. but i still heart you.

-pauline who gave me so much freebies from sanrio. haha. now i have gifts for people.

-my 3 loving cousins. maaaan i miss their sillyness already!

-to abby who keep me sane whenever i need someone to talk to. i love you abby!

-my titas and titos.

-and to everyone who made it possible :]

it was a memorable and long trip, but could have been longer.

thanks for sharing it with me! :]

-thank you thank thank you-

maybe see you next summer? i hope so.

help me save enuff money okay?

the "send-geomarc-to-vegas-for-the-summer-of-2009"

is now officially accepting any donations.

thank you and god speed everyone! ;]

reesent apdeyts.

it's been while foolios! want updates?
then updates that i shall give.


many of you now know that i'm in vegas. i flew last thursday and here until the 22nd.
it's gonn` be fun christmas break!. yay!
here's a brief updates.

thursday
-got here in vegas.
-ate a buffet.
-got a new hairdo; shorter hair and hy-lights.
-saw a hobo.

friday
-stayed in the house.
-went to jollibee and seafood city.
-**late night phone talks with my besti: abby.

saturday
-slept around 3-6am had a late night talks.
-went to palengke. maaaan how i missed that store! haha.
-played in the backyard.



that pretty much it. later i'll call the besti :]
time to do prank call. whooo hooo. i still have more than a week left here in vegas.
and maaaaan i bet there's gonn` be lots of things gonn` be happenin! maybe LA next saturday.
hope so. i wanna go to disney land sooooo bad.
damn. i so not wanna go back to seattle. freakin A cold seattle.

** Abby and i had a blast last night. even tho i'm pretty sure that i was frozen outside.
another secret revealed. gasp! can she handle it? yes she can!
I LOVE HER so much! that's BBF right there! love you abby!
*ABBY I HART YOO*





[ps: someone is hating on me. don't be hatin foolio!]

STUCK.

looks like i'm stuck here till monday.
hopefully monday i'll get to hang out with my BFFs.

they don't know i'm here in VEGAS. haha. and i plan it to be that way til monday.
ima suprise them.
SUPRISE!



I got a new hairdo. yeah. hi-lights babi :]
real post later okay.







[ps: i have a lot to blog about, i'll do it later. meanwhile lets do chubby bunny!]

insomia, anxiety, diarreah. instant blogging!

man i can't sleep. maybe its cause im used to sleeping really late at night and it's only like
2:00am right now. i think i'm insomiatic <--[is that a word?]. do i need a follow up check up on this one? naaaaah. i'm just a late night person. like a vampire! awake at night, sleeps by day. like what they say, children of the night. haha.


or.

maybe be the reason i can't sleep cause of anxiety attack <--[maybe?]. i'm so excited bout tomarooooow [later]. i'm flying to vegas in like 6hours! gaaaah! yeah yeah. i can't sleep cause everytime i close my eyes i imagined what can happen and it excites the crap out of me! haha. yeah yeah. ooooh hopefully i wont be in CSI Las Vegas if yah know what i mean.


or.

maybe because i have a bad diarreah. oh god.
please help me at the airport! god bless america hallelujiah!
may all the power to stop "this" madness be with me. lol.





since i can't sleep. i might as well go and check my things if they're all complete and ready.
maybe i'll get ready too in an hour. this gonn` be a FUN anf LONG day.



[ps: i've been telling some of my friends that i'm going to hawaii instead. i wanted to suprise them. i hope they'll be suprised. SUPRISED!]

aminin.

dooode what's up with the denying?
dude we all know you have a telephono. haha.

loser. ;]

YM happenings.

Yahoo Messenger is so fun.
well i guess it depends on who you chat with and what you guys talks about.
here's some chat i had with the friends.
of course it's not the whole conversation, if i write it all down it'll take me forever.
the "conversation here are shortened and english-fied.

[ps: warning. this is a kaekekan entry.]

Headset.
me: why are you still awake it's like super late?
k: i'm fixing my friendster. i don't have time in the morning.
me: oh i guess. i'l go now. bye.
k: fine! che!
me: what?! che you too!
k: call me. we have something to talk about.
me: oooh. are you falling inlove with me? haha.
k: maybe. call me now.
[computer ringed]
me: talk! why don't you wanna talk.
k: haha. i just want to check my headset if it's working.
me: whaaat! you mean! gah! bye!


Karate
che: oi!
me: hello. how are you? i miss you so much.
che: me too!
che: i'm doing tae.
me: tae[poop] ? ewww.
che: no. as in teakwondo!
me: what?! that means i can't tease you anymore.
che: yes! cause if you do, i'll karate chop you!
me: haha. awww i miss you!


Tampohan
abby: hi friend! sorry i was doing my homework.
me: che!
abby: sorry na!
me: hmmmpft. i've been calling you for like 3 weeks now. che!
abby: sorry na nga eh.
me: i'm not here. bye.
abby: muwaaah!


40 questions
me: hello. let's the the 40 forbidden question.
kim: okay. let's make it hot.
me: okay. me first.
[after 40 hot questions]
kim: maaaan, im erected. haha!
me: lmfao! you're so gross.
kim: i'll go now. ima do something.
me: ewww. perv!


ASL [age sex location]
someone: hi. asl.
me: secret. do i know you?
someone: no. asl.
me: you first you're the one who PMed me.
someone: 22 male quezon city.
me: oh. 16 m US. BYE!
someone: let's chat.
me: no! di tayo talo. [we don't match].

[ps: come chat with me. add me! :]

isyu, intriga, at balita ngayong martes.

who's this "baklava?" that allegedly is GAY!

yes gay as in [bakla, bading, baklush, badingerzie, chubabakla, etc.]

even before there has been a rumor about the sexuality of this person.

is it true? is it false?

the evidence.

my reliable source [kikay].

we searched into "kokey's" website.

and there, "baklava?" comment was all over the place.

they talk like a couple. and they have "late night" convos.

hmmmm. [magpakatotoo ka pare].

if you are, good for you. no one's juding. just aminin!

from the evidence ME and "kikay" saw,

look's true to us.

hmmmm?

don't tell a lie. aminin!

is it over?

for how long are we still going to continue like this?

a day? a week? a month? couple of months? damn.

You called. You explained. You blabbed.

I answered. I listened. I sighed.


Is it always going to be like this?
If the answer is yes, I'd rather have this cut than continued.
You're so near yet so far.

When we're together, is it me you see?
Or just one of you're buds?.






Maaan I'm sick of this. Let's cut the crap out and call it quit.

who can spell VEGAS?

i know i can! why i can? cause im goin to vegas! alright!

yeah yeah.

what for you ask? just for the heck of it.

naaaah, i just want to see my relatives there and of course the BFFs!

this gon` be a fun christmas break! too bad im underage so no club and no sluts i mean slots for me. but you know what....i'm sure there's something we can do there! i mean. IT'S VEGAS baby! whoooo whoooo.

i'm excituuuuud. with a U! hahaha. what happens in vegas, stays in vegas!

[ps: the image is not mine. i do not own it.]

down memory lane.

Today i decided to clean out mycloset. it was getting full.

i hate cleaning it cause it have a lot of junks. everytime i clean it i'll use atleast one trash bag.

i have junks in there from like 2 years ago like school works and craps.while i was cleaning i saw my shoebox that contains memorabilia from the past.

i would like to share them. here's some of them.

This is class picture from my 3rd grade back in Philippines.3rd grade was one of my favorite year. it was the age where i didn't care yet i can fully understand. it reminds me how i've changed physically, mentally, and emotionally. Maybe it was one of my favorite too because for the first time i was friends with everyone in my class. here's some of them for some of the names i can't remember. im not a good friend. i have amnesia.

1st row[l-r]; lalake, jim, john paul, jc, adam.

2rd row[r-l]; andrea, erika, amie rose, heidi, gieneve?, lourdes.

3rd row[l-r]; nika, roxxane?, lara, deidri, mara, babae, edith.

4th row[r-l]; alex, homer, mark, trully yours :], angelo, Ms. Angie.

This was a poem project 2 years ago for my American Literature. I was sad for not having "someone" with me during that time. so i decided to write something like that.

"you're my reason"

they said that we're born with no reason. reason that we have to look for. we can't just fine it anywhere, so we always look deeper. it's our reason that's it's okay to be like us. our reason can be our dreams, jobs, friends, or that special someone. the reason we're looking for maybe hard to find and vague. and at some point we can lose it. but as long we're here, we have to keep looking and never stop for that reason. i'm searching too, and i can, i want my readon to be someone. to whom i can say "you're my reason why i'm here".

Prom! this is my most precious picture from high school! i really love this! this was my senior picture with kati. don't we look happy? everytime i look at this it reminds me of how did i do with high school, who was my friends, and what i've learned form high school. not all we learn from high school are from math, science, english, arts, electives classes. some of them are from our experiences from peer pressure, cliques, the activities, and from our friends of course.

I saw this "learn to speak english, easily". haha! i think the last time used this was before i went here in US. it's been a while. almost 4years! haha. the pages are torn and all but still readable. it's funny how i haven't use this when i suck at my english. i'm like the biggest FOB out there! i can't even say "mirror" right, im having troubles with R. haha. looks like i found my dandy book :]

[ps: dream match tonight! heck yeah!!!

go manny pacman go beat `em meksikans!]

pobre! :[

I FREAKIN FAILED MY MATH FINAL TEST! GAAAH! WHY DID I DO SO GOOD IN MY QUIZES AND REVIEWS WHEN I DID SO BAD IN MY EFFING FINAL?! GRRR. THIS REALLY MAKE ME SAD AND MAD. THE FINAL TEST'S SCORE IS A HUGE PART OF MY FINAL GRADE. SINCE I FAILED IT, THAT MEANS I FAILED THE CLASS. I HAVE TO RE-TAKE IT. EEEW. IM A REPEAT-ER! I WAS GOING TO SKIP 2 MATH CLASS [MATH 96 & 96] AND GO STRAIGHT TO MATH 98. BUT SINCE I FAILED MY MATH CLASS. I HAVE TO DO MATH 90 ALL OVER AGAIN. PAY FOR IT AGAIN. MAAAAAAN! TALK ABOUT BAD DAY! I EVEN TOOK AN FREEKING GEOMETRY AND ALGEBRA TEST SO I CAN SKIP 94 AND 96 AND I PASSED! BUT SINCE I DIDN'T PASS MATH 90, I WONT BE IN MATH 98 :[ POBRE!

GOOD THING :] MY TEACHER IS THE BESTEST. EVEN THO TODAY'S THE LAST DAY AND THERE'S NO MORE TIME FOR MAKE UP TEST. SHE FIX SOME OF MY ATTENDANCES AND VIOLA. I PASSED. LOOKS LIKE I DIDNT FAILED AFTER ALL. SHE JUST FORGOT TO EXCUSE MY EXCUSED ABSENT. THANK GOD SHE'S SO NICE TO HELP ME OUT. HELLELUJIAH. POBRE NAMAN YUNG IBANG DI PUMASA.

LOOKS LIKE IMA BE IN MATH 98 AFTER ALL. YAY! IM SOOOOO HAPPY :]

MY GRADE WENT FROM C TO B-. YEAH YEAH!

magastos?

sino dito magastos? okay, i won't deny. i know i am.

it's sad because i buy things that i don't even need. my mom always reminds me of

"buy what you need not what you want". i guess i never got that phrase right. this year of 2008, i spent the most in our family. am i spoiled? naaaaah, im a jerk.

lets see, some of those "wanted" things i bought or my parents did are my laptop, i don't even know why i would want a laptop i mean i had a desktop before this and i did fine and survived, so why buy laptop? im guessing for vanity. tssssk tsssssk. uhm a really cool wrist watch, i didnt like my old one cause it have scratches so time to shed it baby. my things for qraduation, i wanted the most expensive deal of toga and medallion i can get. it was expensive. my DSLR [digital single-lens reflex], it cost my parents a lot. why do i want it? cause it looks cool and for vanity again. until now i think they're still paying for it. what else......uhm i bought plane ticket to vegas for my christmas break. well my parents didn't pay for all of it, my ninang payed half of it. [thanks nang!] but you know what, that plane ticket will be sooooo worth it. veeeeygas baby! and probably the last stuff i'll buy for the year of `08 is my plane ticket to Washington DC for the CADCA convention. what's a CADCA? that's whats google for :] my plane ticket, including my hotel, and my food will roughly cost around $2000. maaaaaan i spend a lot.

thank god i have my parents. now now, im not taking them for granted. i love them to death even though sometimes we don't understand each other. but hey! that's what family do!

i need to stop buying and spending my money. maybe i do spend way too much.

cause if not my friends wouldn't say this to me.

"you're so materialistic, you don't need that", or "maluho ka talaga!"

if only all the single ladies are just like her.

the world would be so much hotter.

i swear to god, everytime i hear this song, my legs just wanna dance! it's ike hypnotizing me! help?! she have a butt! i mean BUTT.







[ps: i do not own the video. credits goes to NOT me.]

what's on your playlist?

can we all agree that everyone loves music? yes we can!
can we all agree we have the same taste in music? no we can't silly!
everyone have their preffered geeeeenreeeeee. man i love that word ;p



i may not have an ipod, but i do have mp3 music player. i mean why but ipod when you can have the same quality for a cheaper price? but i gotta admit, ipod is OFF THE HEEEEZEY! maaaaan love those things! specially the nanos. my mp3 is like 2 years now. i barely use it, i don't know why i bought it. hmmmmm.
what music player do i use then? my cellfone! duuuh. i love my fone.
its not fancy as iphone or sidekick or whatever, but its awesome :]
the only problem is i dropped my fone a lots of time, so it's in the crazy side now.
my fone have a music player [i think every fone now have one]. and i use it all the time! when im in the shower, bathroom, watchinging tv, reading books, or surfing the web.
as of now i only have 146 songs. i don't like putting way too much songs, i get tired of songs easily. but some songs can last in my music player forever.
some of that songs are;

*fidelity by regina spektor. she have a lovely voice and the tune of the song is very catchy and homie. gives me peace everytime i listen to it. of course the "guts" of the song play a huge part why i listen to it, in my own perception i think she's talking about how she want to badly fall in love with someone but she's always on her "toes" cause she's afraid that she'll get hurt. kinda like me, want to fall in love but can't because im afraid of getting hurt. so she just pretend like everyting is alright when it is really not.

*appreciate by latoya london. this song is of the hook! i love this. talking bout appreciation towards her love one. maaaaan i need a love life.

*hinahanap hanap kita [always looking for you] by rivermaya of course. i love the messege of the song. always think of that someone, longing for them at the same time not letting the sadness ruin his life. and the guitar work is awesome.

*xin wo by SHE and some dude. it's in taiwanese so i have no idea what it means. but the song is really catchy and the video, soooo fun to watch! they're all jolly and happy and shit. haha.

uhmm...i have lots more. to many to write.

so lets short cut it up. some artist in my music player are
-britney sprears, off course who doesn't love her?!
-joey diamond, maaaaan there is nothing hotter than a indie music.
-rihanna, she's banging the holy cow.
-chris brown, ooooh the flesh.
-yun, a very talented youtube guitarist and singer.
-natasha B, her songs are fun lo listen, always soooo sunshine-ish.
-yasmeen, she have the saddest songs.
-colby o'donis, realy hypo song. fast and fun to sing.
-passion, i could use some lemonade.
-alicia keys, she is a good singer in RnB genre.
-paramore, they're the only dark-ish band i love.
-the ting tings, haha! love em.

----and i have tons more. i think i need to buy a new memory card for my fone.
it's running slow. hmmm. well of to the store.

a little piece of life.

[warning: this is a kaekekan entry]

it is a mystery why we fall in love. it is a mystery how it happens.
it is a mystery how it works. it is a mystery when it comes.
it is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

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you can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore that take the life out of the experience. just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones, muscles, and electrical impulses in the body.
love is more that the sum of the interests, attractions, and commonalities that two people share.
and just as ife itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its way.

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they try anything to give meaning to what has happened. but there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they will live in a sea of mysery.

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if you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it nor to asses blame. let it go. there is no reason and there is a meaning. thus you will know in no time.

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this is where many lovers go wrong. having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. they see their hearts as empty places that will be fille by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

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remember this and keep it to your heart. love has its time, its own season, its own reason for coming and going. you cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into saying, you can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. but if you chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. love always has been and will always be a mystery.

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they say love is blind, well i think they're wrong.
it was never and never will be blind. it just pretend not to see.

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let your heart stay open, and it will come again.

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wow. am i feeling a lil senti or what?
maaaaaan i need somebody!
[ps: i do not own the peoms.]

maligayang bati sa iyong kaarawan.

happy happy birthday sayo

KiiMBERLY TANGHAL.!



i hope/wish you the bestest is life.
hope to see you soon.

happy bithday to you too

my beloved.

BRITNEY SPEARS

ps: circus is smoking hot :]

it's over.

that's right, what you heard is right.
we're over. me and school is SO over. It's almost christmas break and im cramming over my finals!
how is that i only have 2 classes yet im taking 5 finals?! that's so asinine.
it's been a wonderful 3 months of fall quarter here in SPSCC.
my math class was BORING. we don't do a thing. i don't even know why i took that class! i mean all she do is read the book out loud and do the examples in the board FROM the book. maybe i should stop going in that class and just study on my own. hmmmm. strike 1! it's not a hard class, as a matter of fact it's really easy. math has never been easy until now :] but it's just stupid.
then i have ENGLISH for freeeeeeaking 3hours. who do that?! that's duuuumb. you read for 3hours and study vocabs. psssshyeah. then freakking 4 finals in that class?! oh good lord hallelujiah help us! ima need all the luck i can get. fortunalely i only have to take 2 of the finals cuz i have smarticles in ME :] yay im smart. haha. i wish.
good thing i made a lot of friends in my classes, that makes it more fun-eeer.
THANK GOD fall quarter is sooooo finito. hmmmm. i wonder what classes i should take
next quarter?. maybe i should continue my french? idk why friench, maybe cuz it sounds fancy. haha. or japanese cuz it sounds wierd and kawaii!



well im out.
later people.
-geomarc