confused.

Can someone fall in love with their Best Friend?
Isn't there a fine line between falling in love and friendship?
How am I suppose to know what I'm feeling for her is just a matter of friendship;
-and that I'm not falling in love with her.

Is it wrong? Or is it normal?



What if I do the first move, and mess it up.
Would you still be my friend?
Could we be able to go back to the way it was?


But why now? Why all of the sudden.
I mean, you know about me liking others.....
I guess it was just a physical attraction.

But you?....You're different.
I HATE IT when you talk to me about the BOYS of your life.
Is it because I'm Jealous? Or is it because I envy you?


GAH. I'm so confused. I SHOULD STOP THIS.

unknown first love [part 5]

[Okay. I'm tired of saying "secret" all the time and people asking me or even bugging me if "secret" is a gal or a guy. I wanted this to be very anonymous since people think my sex is very "contraversial." I give up. I'll tell you WHAT "secret" is.
She's a SHE. Well I don't know exactly. She was kind of tomboy, actually she was a FULL TIME lesbian that time. I think? Let's call her AJ. I can just smell her gayness. LOL. What happened to us? Go on and read.]


So there she was, smiling and waving at us. She looked so cute. I wasn't sure if she's a "REAL" girl since whenever I'm with her my gaydar just go nuts. I don't care if she's is one, all I know I really enjoy being with her.

Me: Hey AJ, This is my good friend Jana. Jana this is AJ.
Jana: Hello. Nice meeting you, finally. Dami kong narinig tungkol sayo! [I heard so much about you.]
AJ: Same here. HAHA. I hope that's a good thing.
Me: Of course it is! ^^ Where do you want to go?
AJ: Let's go to Baliuag, let's eat dinner there. Or do you prefer somewhere?
Jana: No, It's okay for us. Game na game kami dyan! [We're so on!]


We rode a Baliuag Transit Bus since it will be easier and much less crowded.
When we got inside the bus, I and AJ sat next to each other, i was in the window side while Jana
is in the seat next to us. I was glad that Jana and AJ was getting along and they're seem comfortable. Jana told AJ some funny stories about me, I was so embarass. But over all it was a nice ride.
Before six o`clock we got at the Baliuag Transit bus station near Expression and Aliw Cinema.
Infront of Expression, there's a stands of vendor. The ambiance was really cool. It's like a different Baliuag at night. We decided to order a sizzling plate of sisig, rice, pork BBQ, and calamari enough for the three of us. While we were waiting for the meal. Wa walked around the church. It was wierd. I've never walked here before at night. It was a complete different place from morning. Since the meal was made to order, it kind of took 30 minutes or so. But it was so worth it! The food was really delicious and the surrounding compliments the food as well.

AJ: Okay lang ba kayo? Baka may gusto pa kayo? [Are you guys okay? Do you want anything else?]
Jana: Hinde. Busog na nga ako eh. [No, I'm full.]
Me: Ang sarap pala dito mura pa! [It's really good in here and cheap as well!]
AJ: Pwede bang pag hatihatian na lang natin yung bill? [Can we just share the bill?]
Me: Of course noh! Kasi kung isa lang mag babayad, unfair! [Of course. One payer won't do, it's unfair]
Jana: Yup. Eto share ko. [Yup. Here's my share.]
***We payed almost 200 pesos for all of it. I think it was a good deal.***


Me: Oh. Ano na? Ano na gagawin natin? [Now what should we do?]


I was thinking of going back to our place since it's almost 9PM.
I was HOPING they'd say time to go home. But freaking big mouth Jana suggested we'de go to the public market and browse. Of course AJ agreed. Actually I had fun walking at the night public market. There's so many "tiange"[sale]. We didn't buy anything since all we got left is enough fare to go home and have some fishballs or BBQ on the side street.


We went back to AJ's place, this time she introduced us to her mom. Her dad is an OFW(Overseas Filipino Worker) so it was only her, her mom, and her younger brother in the house.
Her mom was so random, but in a funny-nice way. She gave us 2o pesos so we could buy ourselves some "samalamig and ihaw-ihaw"(juice and BBQ.)
Me and Jana just looked at each other and giggled. We bought some chips instead because we didn't think 20 pesos would buy us enough juice and BBQ.
After our little snack, we went back to her house so Jana could say bye to the mom.
We walked Jana to the village's gate and she left us. Now it was only me and AJ. (BWAHAHAHA!) Jay Kay! Chillax!
I walked AJ home and I said bye to her mom.

Mommy: Are you going back soon? Are you courting my daughter?

I could see AJ was embarassed and turning red, I don't know though if it's from embarassment or anger. But she looked cute anyway, she always does.

Me: Tita, bata pa po kami! And if ever na liligawan ko si AJ, ikaw po unang makakaalam.[Auntie, we're still young. If ever I'm going to court her, you'll be the first one to know.
AJ: Mama! Nakakhiya ka! Kakakilala mo lang kay Geomarc eh binibiro mo na. [MOM! You're so embarssing. You just met him!]
Me: Haha! Kakatuwa nga si Tita eh. [Haha. Your mom's so funny.]

And I said good bye to Tita. AJ walked me to her house's gate. We chatted for at least 20 minutes before I said bye for real.
We hugged each other. Of course no malice. (YOU GREEN MINDED PEOPLE!)
I took the jeepney home. When I got home, my dad scared me. He was sitting under a tree while smoking. He was holding a big ass bar. I really thought he was going to beat me up. Haha!
He just sat there and asked me where was I and why I'm so late. I told him everything except about going to AJ's house.
It was a fun night. Too bad none of us had a camera. It would've been nice picture.
That night, I slept with the biggest smile i ever had...

end of part 5

[Coming soon! Fictional story. Hopefully I can put like `lil drawings too!]

phone calls and text messages.

Which one do you prefer?
A text message or a phone call?
Me, most of the time I prefet text messages over phone calls.
BUT phone calls is much better.
Sometimes when people call me, I pretend not to hear it.
And just reason with them whenever I feel like calling them back.
It's amazing how can people comminucate in this tiny device that is not even heavier than 3 large eggs.
No matter how far is the distance, as long as they have a phone and a signal, you can pretty much talk all day--unless you ran out of battery.
I text my friends and cousins halfway the globe and in an instant I get a reply.
It's that fast how technology works.
I'd talk to my friends thousands of miles away from me but taking will still be clear.
Isn't that amazing?
When you use your phone, what do you and whoever you talking to talk about?
Me and my friends or cousine pretty much talk about anything.
There's no boundary for us. We can tell each other everything, talk to them ever when we're in the bathroom. NO BOUNDARIES.
HAHA. Sometimes I wonder there might be someone like the federal government agent or CIA listening to our conversation since they can do that whenever they want.
Isn't that invading of privacy or some sort?


***phone calls conversation***

abby: Oy, kamusta naman yang paru-paru mo? [Hey, how's your butterfly?]
me: Ano ka ba! Inde ito basta paru-paru lang, Mariposa ata to! [This is just not any butterfly, it's a Mariposa!]
abby: haha. Malaki ba pakpak? [haha. Is the wing big?]
me: Katawan pa lang yan! Inde pa kasama yung pakpak dyan. [That's just the body, not including the wings yet]
abby: Eh yung antena? [How about the antenna?]
me: Katawan pa nga lang eh. [Only the body!]
abby: Ganon ba talaga kalaki? [Is it really that big?!]
----did you get what we're talking about?----

me: Hello?
LoLa(acting as a stranger, changed her voice): Hey. I'm going to make you an egg, you're going to eat it, and you're going to like it!
me: Uhm I'm scared. And I don't even like egg that much! EW!
*And I hanged up.* Later that day, she confessed it was her. She was craking up!

*3way phone call*
me: I'm going to marry you.
LoLa: And I'll marry Julio.
me: Fine! I'll marry Jane.
jane: NO! I want to marry LoLa.
me: Then who am I s`spose to marry!
LoLa and Jane: No ONE. LOSER.

*3way phone call*
me: Let's prank call _____.
abby: HAHA! NO! You're so mean.
me: I'll do it anyway, I'll put it in conference, so be quiet!
abby: Okay, let me mute my phone first.
***I called _____.***
The voicemaile answered. And I put it in conference.
abby: HOY! Hang up now!
***I hanged up***
me: LMAO! LOL! ROFL! HAHA! Why did you speak?!
abby: It's your fault. Why did you put the voicemail in conference!
me: HAHA! I think your voice got recorded. You are so dead!
abby and me: ***Laughing our ass off.***

hope: Hello?
me: Hey Hope!
hope: Mike?
me: LMAO!

LoLa: You know I read in an article that 2009 will be a good year.
me: It's a lie then. I read somewhere there will be more war.
LoLa: Really? Well that sounds true.
me: And worse! It's say in my horoscope that this year I can't gossip!
LoLa: But you love gossiping, If I didn't know any better, I'd think gossips makes your world go round!
me: It does!

me: Skeet! I'm skeeting! :)
mari: Ew!
me: What?! I love skeeting!
mari: That's nasty.
***What I meant was Skating***

marielle: UY! I have to go! I need to poop.
me: UHM. I'm eating right now. Thanks for the INFO.


***text messeges conversation***

dominik: Who has been in so much shit, but they're still together.
me: IDK. Your parents?
dominik: HAHA! Wrong! Your butt cheeks!
---what a nasty joke! haha!---

mari: Who would you do? Brad-Gelina or Tom-Kate?
me: Tom-Brad. HAHA!
mari: LMAO.

me: You had sex with who?!
____: I'm ashame Geo, but it feels so good.
me: Ew! You should be ashame of GOD!
____: I don't think he mind, I was sayin his name the whole time (oh god, oh god, oh god!)
me: HAHA! That's so wrong.

antania: Entertain me! I'm so bored.
me: OKAY. I'm giving you a Lap Dance right now.
antania: EW. Take you're clothes off first! HAHA

me: So, when and who was your first?
____: I think I was ten, our shower head.
me: HAHA?! Seriously?! How?!
____: I just point it and turn the shower on.
me: Lmao! HAHA.

unknown first love [part 4]

that same day, or should i say night before friday, i was gettin` all giddy and anxious.
i hate getting anxiety attack, it won't let me sleep.
there was so many things going through my mind and it's all making me nervous, twitchy, and somehow warm inside --wierd.
before i went to sleep, i decided to call and tell one of my closest friend about "it".....

my friend was cool about it. haha. she even insisted going with me so she could meet my "secret."
i said yes. i doubt she'll go since she lives like 40mins away from me.
i told her if she could make it in our house before 4:00PM that i'd take her with me.
and it's a done deal.
when we finished talking, i quickly called "secret" to tell that i might bring a friend with me, it was okay for "secret."
since i'm bringing a friend with me, i suggested that we'll just go to their neightborhood to pick "secret" up,
and we'll figure out what to do instead of going to the park in my neighborhood.
and we agreed on that, we'll just meet at the village's gate.

*FRIDAY!*
my mom woked me up so early for school.
school time went by so quickly, next thing i know class was over.
i didn't saw "secret" on the jeepney this time.....
and i was so excited to worry about it.
when i got home, i called my friend, let's call her "Jana", to ask if she could still go.
she said she can. so i told her to meet me up at Gilbert's Resto Bar just two blocks away from my house.
around three PM, i started to get ready. my mom asked me if where am i going, i told her just visiting a friend in the next neighborhood. i asked my mom for 60pesos just to add with my saved allowances.
quarter before four, i walked to the Resto Bar where i saw jana.
we decided to walk since it's near.
we got there at the village's gate past 4:30 and we just waited for quite sometime
`til i saw "secret's" smiling face while waving at us....

end of part 4

unknown first love [part 3]

*October 2, 2003 Thursday*
the day before our "rendezvous," we saw each other at that jeepney- the same jeepney, wierd.
this time the jeep was crowded but it's okay with me since i'm sitting across and facing "secret."
we haven't talked since our last phone conversation so we had a lot of cathhing up to do.
since we weren't that close yet, it was still kind of akward for me; i don't know `bout "secret."
this time, "secret" broke the silence by asking if we can stop at Walter Mart to hang out for a bit.
and i said, "sige ba. basta libre mo ako pamasahe pauwe." [okay, as long as you pay for my fare.]
and "secret" replied, "no problem. ako naman nag-aya eh. haha." [no problem. i asked anyway.]

......***......***......

"oh Walter Mart oh. may bababa ba dyan?!" the driver yelled. [Walter Mart, anyone's going down!?]
"opo. teka lang po!" and we hopped down the jeepney. [yes. just wait.]
when we we're crossing the road, "secret" grabbed my hand so we could go walked together. i guess.
i thought it was cute, sweet, and thoughtful.
"secret" didn't let go of my hand even though we're inside the building.
[for Filipinos, holding hands don't mean anything unless it's given a malice. i think?]
we browsed through shops and kiosks around the building until "secret" got hungry.
i requested that we should just eat at the stands outside cause it's much cheaper than the fast food chains inside.
i would love to eat at the fast food chains, but honestly i was trying to save money.
"secret" is way too persuasive, so i agreed that we'll eat at Chowking.

i ordered special halo-halo and "secret" ordered a congee.
i thought it was kind of hot weather for a congee, so i settled for a special halo-halo with 2 scoops of ice cream; mango and ube of course.
so much for a fast food. it took us 20 mins to get our food.
when we sat, people we're looking at us and it's making me blush.
i guess i'm just not used being in public with someone; like a date.
"secret" said we should act like we're dating to fool people.
i thought it was an immature idea but why not, right? so i agreed.
in my mind, how i wish it's for real.
we enjoyed our congee and halo-halo.
i really enjoy "secret" being in my company.
i wish we wouldn't stop pretending.
when we finished eating our "mirienda", we went to second floor
to play at the arcade. i think i at least spent 30 pesos on non-sense.
but hey, if it means being with "secret" it is so worth it!
unfortunately, everything must come to an end.
we decided to go home and continue happy times tomorrow at our "rendezvous."
so we went home and part ways.
haha. and yes. "secret" paid for my fare.
what a friend :]

end of part 3

wonderful weekend.

how was your weekend?!
mine was very reproductive.
haha. NO. i didn't got anyone pregnant.
eww. im still too young for that matters.

reproductive as is in it was a lot of work.
here's some re-cap :]

friday:
-went to school, as usual.
-went straight home after school.
-hanged out with mari.
-went to tacoma to eat at Phö
-went back to Lacey to watch My Bloody Valentine 3d :]
-went to a minor club downtown.
-got home `round 1am-ish.

saturday:
-slept `til afternoon.
-watched tv
-did TONS of homework.
-made poster for rally [oh yeaaah. i'm a protester ;p ]

sunday:
-did laundry <---not really.
-cleaned the aquaruim for friggin` 3hour! crazy.
-researched and studied LOBBYING vs. EDUCATING.
-more of studying......
-went to church.
-more of researching.

monday:
-woke up REALLY early for the rally.
-went to legislative building.
-educated senators, representatives, local branches, and etc about the harmful effects of Second Hand Smoking.
-rallied.
-made new friends.
-went to a hearing to testify.
[hopefully they'll pass the bill to make it illegal to smoke in cars with minors.]


that was a long weekend. i love friday and monday the most :]
my posters were puuuurrtty.
i think ima join the church's usher group.
hmmm. i think i will.

I WANT TO INCREASE ANIMAL AWARENESS.

[THIS IS SO HORRIBLE!]

i can't believe these asian people call this entertainment.

i think humans had gone far. way far. let's step back.

How I Wish They'd Get Eaten. ALIVE!

let us all join PETA!
maybe i should stop eating things that have "FACES"
i've been planning to become a vegan.
i guess it's just not in my nature. but still.
atleast i don't eat pork or chicken that much. i reduced it :]



[unknown first love part 3 comming soon!]

unknown first love [part 2]

***phone ringed***

me: hello? *what a sexy voice! ^^*
"secret": hello po. pwede po kay geom? [hello, can i talk to geomarc?]
me: si geomarc po ito, sino po sila? [this is he, who's this?]
"secret": oy geom! si "secret" ito! [hey geom! this is "secret".]
me: oh...napatawaga ka. [oh. why did you call?]
"secret": bored kasi ako eh. walang magawa. hehe. [i'm bored. i have nothing else to do. hehe.]
me: ganun, last resort ako? [what am i? your last resort?]
"secret": hehe...hinde naman sa ganon! [hehe..uhm not quiet.]


thank god we didn't have a caller ID.
or else i might get in trouble! haha.
September 28, 2003....the first time "secret" called me.
we talked about a lot of things- school, family, life, friends, love life, and suchs.
i really love talking to "secret". very fun to talk with...and seems like a real nice person.
we talked for about atleast 3hours or so.....it could go longer.
but my mom is getting mad at me for hogging the phone.
"hoy bata ka! kanina ka pa nakikipag chismisan dyan ha! ako naman!"
haha!. that's family. you hate them but you love them more.
before we hanged up, we set up a "rendezvous".
since "secret" live nearby (about 12 blocks.)
we decided just to meet in my neighborhood, and we'll just hang out at a nearby park."


"secret": okay....sa friday ha! [on friday okay?]
me: oo. sige na. pinapagalitan na ako dito! haha! kita-kits na lang sa jeep ha. maybe. [okay. i need to go. my mom is getting mad at me! haha! see you at the jeep]
"secret": bye. ingats :) [bye. take care]
me: kaw din. bye. [you too. bye]

haha! kaka-kilig to the bones! ^^ nyaaaaw!

end of part 2

unknown first love. [part 1]

who's you first love? mine is "secret"
before i met "secret", i had no clue or maybe i just didn't care `bout "love"
i thought it was just a word to explain or describe that you like someone.
often times whenever i would write on my friend's slam book,
there's always one question that really made me to stop, think, and feel.
that question's answer is still unkown for me; okay maybe not unknown but more like vague.
vague because i think i might have an idea on what is it `bout.
what's the question?.......what is love?.....or define love; they're both the same!
always my answer will be a "go-figure";
love is like a rosary always full of mystery. or love is a strong feeling of "like-ness" to someone that can't be describe. and my favorite one......LOVE is blind.
now that i think `bout it, those are partially true....well atleast from my experience.




i first experienced this so-called "love" at the beggining of my 6th grade. yes. it was "secret."
we went to a different school and only met on a jeepney. haha.
the moment i got inside the vehicle "secret" just stood out from the other passengers.
that moment i noticed that "secret" is FRIGGIN cute. so i decided to sit next to "secret."
"oh sheet! ang bango at cute nito ha!", that's what i thought when i sat next to "secret."
so before i lose my mind, i decided to pay for the fare. "mah, bayad po. isang rocka." after that i have all the time in the world to gaze at "secret". haha
maybe halfway to my destination, an angel's voice was heard. "paki pasa po, bayad isang santa rita."
then i looked on my side it was "secret" wanting me to pass along the fare. so i did. haha.
i touched "secret's" hand it was so soft. i touched it twice cause i gave the change to "secret".
since it will still be another 20minutes to get home, i decided to make a conversation with "secret". so i broke the ice with my pleasure with the question "uhm what school do you go to?".
haha. it was obviously obvious what school "secret" attended cause of the logo in the uniform.
so much for being sleeek. but "secret" answered anyway. and that's the start of a fun conversation. we got along pretty quickly and we were comfortable at each other's company.
it was amazing. before i went down, we exchanged digits and e-mails.
"mah para! sige ha. sa susunod naman ulet. call me?"
..............

end of part one.

sahm apdeyts.

hello hello hello! long lived every body!
hi! i'm geomarc m. and representing philippines.
we have a saying "blood is thicker than water, eeew!"
thank you world citeeeeeey!....i-guess-so....


blaaah! honestly i don't know what to write for this entry.
i just feel like i have to post something since it's been a while.
i know i have a lot to write about and talk about.
i just don't know how to start, im bad at writing. it's my weakness...and nasty worms.
i guess lately i've been having thoughts about a lot of things.
random things that i noticed and realized in my everyday life.
it may be non-sense to you, but it makes sense to me. does that makes sense? hmmm.



RANDOM THINGS:
-sometimes, for you to be happy and "them", i guess you have to let go.
-it's better to speak your heart and mind out than remain silent about something bugging you.
-good friends are a "need" in life. they sure come in handy.
-it's a big world out there! and i would LOVE to experience it on my own.
-lately, i've been paying attention to "go-green" things. here's some fact about plastic bags usage:

---infos are from national geographic---
*estimated number used world wide each year: over 500billion.

*number used in US: 100billion.

*number of percent recycled: 1%

*years plastic bags take to degrade in landfil: hundreds of year!

*types of bag that consumes the fewest resource per use: any reusable bag.

---maaaan! people! less using more recylcing damn it!---

-im suprised that im doing great in my math class. :]
-i don't have "full-out-asian" friends that i can hang out with all the time. yo! where's my asians at?!
-some people are naturally born jerk!
-2012! is it really the end of the world?
-2 classes for 5 and half hours?! that's crazy.
-i need to find job if i want to go back to vegas for the summer. anyone hiring?
-im a random person who notice things that normally wouldn't be notice.
-totally missing that person! POBRE naman ako >_<

[american idol tonight! new season. i wonder if it will be good?]

realizing.

17years in the making.
and still realizing things.
it may not be a big thing, but hey every small thing is worth it. right?


in the past week there's some things i've realized:
-"mobile friends" can't last long.
-guys are stupid; let's throw rock at `em!
-college cost a FORTUNE. my wallet is empty!
-i still don't know the true meaning of "love".
-things happen.it may have a reason or not. it will still happen.
-im a hopeless romatic; until i met someone.
-humanity is killing earth. go green!
-im a shallow person.
-my friends are shallow, but s`okay. the shallower the better. ^^
-HE's a jerk!




gah. FCUK LIFE!

:]

just wanna share. :]

me and abby late at night.

couple of nights ago.

would you still be our friends even tho our faces looks like these?

let's go chatting real soon!
we're a wierd couple of friend. haha. >_<

monday craziness.

woah! it's 09 baby!

today was the first day of class for the year of 09.

and i must say it was.....hmmmm. uhm. okay?

my advisor screwed my schedule and put me on the wrong classes.

now i only have 2 class. and i have to wait 2hours in between!.

what do i do between those two? nothing. as in NOTHING.

i stayed in the library that so crammed and no computer was available.

aaaand cellphone there was not working! actullay phone doesn't work in most of the classrooms.

too bad both of mine won't let me use phone. i have to go to the bathroom just so i can text!

and it's freaking cold outside! grrrr. good thing library have a free wi-fi.

maybe i should start bring my laptop.

my first class is boring to DEATH while my second one is a class i can survive coz my one of

my closest friend is in that class. w're gonn have fun.

over all, college is not that bad.

Nip Tuck tonight!

the continuation of season 5.

whooooo hooo! there's something hot about surgeons that's really horny!

haha. jaykay ^^

have a nice night people!

something to think about.

im not the person who's "go-green-wooosha!"
but i totally support environmental oragnizations or clubs that will
help the environment. i think us humans are being unfair to mother nature.
we take everything, but we barely give anything back.
im sure that the government officials are trying their best to support
these "go-greens" clubs. but these clubs doesn't all need a financial support, it needs moral support as well. citizens too need to support these types of club for it to work.
i know there's a lot of clubs like this, but is it working?
yes of course it's working! we can't just expect the change over night.
it will take time and effort. one thing i know, it will be worth it.
now, if only every human in this world can recycle, that will be already a HUGE success for these organizations.

PLEASE SUPPORT "STOP-GLOBAL-WARMING" CLUBS AND ORGANIZATION.

If THIS WILL BE A SUCCESS, MAYBE HUMAN RACE'S LIFE HERE ON EARTH WILL BE LONGER.

GO GREEN!

to learn more about global warming, click the link to National Geographic.

http://environment.nationalgeographic.com/environment/global-warming/gw-impacts-interactive.html

fcuk that.

if i we're a girl, even for short of time.
i'd stay in my bed for quite sometime.
and thank the lord that i'm still alive.
go shop with my girls.
and flirt with the boys.
we'll spend our moneys on spas
and after that for expensive tops.
cause they look hot on me.
if i we're a girl,
i think i could apprehend,
how it feels to love a guy
i promise i'd be a better girl.
i'll discuss it with him,
so we can go work it out.
when it feels like its not working,
cause we can't discuss our relation,
and all our hopes are all destroyed.
if i we're a girl,
i'd turn of my telephono,
tell everyone it's on silent,
so they'd think i couldn't hear it, oooh.
i'd put shopping first,
and buy er`thing i want,
cause he know that i'll be home
waiting for me to arrive, to arrive.
it is never too late for all your sorries.
say you didn't mean to,
and i'll forgive you like that
if you're really really sorry then
i'll take you back.
but you're just a girl,
you can't appreciate,
you can't appreciate oooh,
how much i've been through for this,
next time you'll wish you were a better girl.
but you're just a girl.......

CAPTCHA!

who know's what a "captcha" is?. i know what it is. i see it everytime.
in myspace, in yahoo, and everywhere.

having to do "captcha" can get annoying.
it's takes 30 seconds of your time.
and more if you typed it wrong.
but it's a really good thing because
it can stop or detect "spams".

having a "captcha" is like learning to fall in love and falling in love.
it's like our only protection from getting hurt because of love.
without "captcha" guiding our delicate heart,
anyone can pretty much go in and out of our hearts.
people we love can just come in and go as they please.

the only downside of having "captcha" is that
we won't experience life to the fullest.
what is sweet without bitter right?

i don't think our "captcha" should work all the time.
but just have to be always in our guide.......